When Ben Gallagher's partner, Zoë Nudell, was hit and killed by a drunk driver, he was left asking himself the agonizing question, "Where are you now?" Zoë went out for a jog on the evening of October 30th, 2013. I made us dinner and continued reading my book until her lateness became suspicious. I worried she had been abducted or raped, which I told myself was paranoia. [...]